Dilemma

Drifting along
I walk
On dewy green grasses  
Of new lifelike blooms
Drifting along I fly
Sitting on the carpet
Of my dreams
But don’t both of them;
the earth and the skies
Have an unusual reservoir
Of empty spaces ahead?
Whom do I chose then
To bridge those gapsthat can exist in my life!

Copyright ©2015 by Elvira Lobo- Its My Life

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Irked

I longed for you,
setting aside my life
dreaming about our future together
your words were my solace
accepting everything under the sun
willing to change and adjust to uncertainties
without any  prejudices or complains
I was ready to walk on unknown path
resting my complete faith in you.
But, what a mockery you made
of our so called relation
the one that boasted to the rooftops
about humility and maturity
about being modern and upright
dropped down the mask off his face
when situations decided to take a test
you suddenly changed to easy favoured side
lamenting old orthodox beliefs
scathing me indirectly
and projecting you a scapegoat of events
I know I am no perfect
life has been both good and bad
But, I never lost hope to break the shields
or walk ahead or be ashamed of any shortcomings
Your wrath made me angry, dejected and hurt
that shook my faith in life and its doings
But, I am bold enough and not foolish like you
to walk away midway or breeze past like an dry storm
I am really thankful for that !!!

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Wounded

I have a little hope that things will change,

The past is over, the future stands behind a veil.
I am trembling with caution to take a step forth,
With pure emptiness in my heart, carrying the burden of my pains.
I’ve heard that ripples in water make beautiful designs, 
But my splash of fear is an obstacle to my present. 
Like a wounded Phoenix, I cringe to rise from my ashes,
Faraway in a cocoon of my thoughts, I patiently watch  the battle of my strengths.
Time heals all wounds; No, it’s not so for me, 
I am fighting it every moment,probably would conquer it someday. 
Though currently,I am  treading on thorns, scarred by sharp known and unknown weapons; wailing in pain,
Just wistful  that  I would soon welcome a bright rainbow in my life.
Copyright ©2014 by Elvira Lobo- Its My Life
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EMPTY REFLECTIONS

I feel an sense of emptiness without you,
Your distance from me is far more throbbing that your betrayal.
I feel that void when I think about you,
Just  like the sky would seem with no stars gleaming.
It’s  a bitter  truth I have to learn to live with,
Feeling barren like an old land that hasn’t yet seen a glimpse of a leaf.
I wonder why you had to make those empty promises to me???,
When you knew you would go away not caring about this boat which is sinking into the sea.

Copyright ©2014 by Elvira Lobo- Its My Life
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